Wicked

"And who can say that I've been changed for the better"

Venus

 

Poor queen of love, in thine own law forlorn,

To love a cheek that smiles at thee in scorn!

Shakespeare

Why, there love lived, and there he could not die.

Ohnoes!

I can't really grasp the concept that I'm growing up.

Why can't I dress up everyday? 

Why can't I talk with a fake accent for a week?

Why can't I have epic battles on the monkey bars until sunset?

Oh.. Right.. I have this thing called a job and responsibilities.

Merde

I was trying to explain to Dallas last night about how night shifts are always extremely slow, or extremely busy, there's no middle ground to stand on. Either it's so slow that you get to go home early and be happy, or it's so busy that you consider throwing knives at people.

And this translates to how I've been living my life lately. The last two weeks has been busy, loss of sanity.. that whole thing. Two weeks ago however? Well, it was amazing to say the least.

You know when your hands are really cold, so you put hot water on them, and it's so painful?

That's what I'm feeling when I'm going from extreme to extreme.

I want my middle ground to stand on.

:)

Bus Tickets

Not good.

I feel so small, like a child.
My body is slowly imploding on itself.
This time next week I'll be nothing more than a tiny bit of rubble. Shreds of what I used to be.


I can't shake these terrible feelings inside of me. I thought I finally got rid of them years ago when Matear and I had the first of many afternoon chats.
What goes around comes around.
What goes up must come down.

Talking Bird

The longer you think, the less you know what to do.

Disappear you egg.

There's no time for a warning
We've got to make our move
We can't wait until morning
We'll use the light of the moon

Under the bedsheets...

I dreamed a dream.
You and I were lying in a glass boat in the middle of the ocean. The glass made it feel like we were just resting on top of the black water, just mindlessly floating into nothing.
The stars above were shining vividly and moving to the rhythm of our singular heart beat.
We didn't say a word, there was no need for it.
We were there together, that is all we need.

Wiggle

I'm too proud for love.
But with my eyes shut, it's you I'm thinking about.

Partial Sonnet

Your goal in life is to amaze.

You turn my water into wine,
By candlelight as we both dine.
As mere hours turn into days.

Later on we are skin to skin,
I can hear your heart beat through bone.
You are my perfect metronome.
My mouth is stretched into a grin.

I'll show you how, you mean to me,
And how I know we're meant to be.

Tuesdays with Morrie

"In the beginning of life, when we are infants, we need others to survive, right? And at the end of life, when you get like me, you need others to survive, right? But here's the secret: in between, we need others as well."

Photo

This picture was taken right above the basement door at my Mom's place.
I don't know why I like this picture so much; I think it's because of the simplicity and lack of color. Funnily enough, I'm listening to "Lack of Color" by Death Cab for Cutie. It's a good song, y'all should check it out.

Today's Nature Shot

I've realized that I have
a ton
of nature shots on
my computer, but no one
to share it with.

So, I figured I've found the
perfect
spot for now.

Temptation called

Temptation called Sunday night. T wanted to wish me a happy birthday, and see if I wanted a ride home from my drunken festivities (and get a little something-something). Oh, T How your low purring voice sends shivers through my body. What I would give to have you throw me on a bed and have your way with me.
However, I had to decline your offer. During this 2 minute phone call, I happened to be standing next to The One. And no amount of pleasure could make me leave that night.